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Tell me.. Is he playing heart games?

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 21:11:53 GMT

im a no good cheater and a lier. Last week I told the man im truly in love with I had gone

out with another guy and just kissed him.It was a friend hangout but it turned out

otherwise. So he broke up with me.

Last weekened he went to comic con in sd for a few days. Those days he called me constantly

and texted all the time. He never used to do that he was a wierd communicator.I feel like

hes leading me on but im not sure. He is always saying he loves and that he wants to be with

me again when he trusts me. Ive seen him everyday since hes got back. I keep asking him do u

want me back? He said ya but not right now I believed him untill...we drove home together

He was so quiet driving me home. Thats pretty much an every time thing with this boy but

something wasn't right today. After having being told he needed to take a shower and eat

before work. I open the door and walk to the window and I see him changing clothes and

spraying cologne on himself in the window inside my house. I suspected he is seeing someone

after dropping me off. im sure it is. im so confused does he even want me back or is he

trying to hurt me like i hurt him? plz help

Grocery stores killed the video store

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 00:46:15 GMT

!~~grocery list~~!

(1)Milk[/]

(2)Ice Cream[/]

(3)Tampons [/]

(4)Dog food[/]

(5)Rent a movie to go with that Ice cream[ ]

I have spotted the greatest thing in a grocery store since I first saw the self checkout lanes. Its a red box called "The Red Box" Its about a quarter of the price the video store down the street charges for a 3 night rental. No late fees!! which is good for those on the late fee do not rent to list.... It happens. Plus its only $1 a day so if your responsible you can watch and return the movie the next day for about umm $1. Might not work with those who have a hard time returning a netflix dvd inside your own mailbox. Sorry video depot but im not paying 5 dollars no more for a one time viewing of one of your movies! Now id like to see touch screen order screens inside drive-thrus. Nothing like taking a big gulp of diet coke when you asked for reg coke

Tax at the checkout

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 22:47:25 GMT

How many americans carry a calculater with them? I have my phone that has one but it just takes way to much time to slide it up, push menu,push down,and left, so I just dont do it cuz it takes it takes about 20 secs! But to my point.. I can never determine the tax in my head and when I get up to the checkstand I just hope I have enough. So a 115$ item with CA tax on it comes out to about 129$ thats 14$ worth of tax. Now if I had 128 dollars and thats it I would expect I woulda had enough because I cant multiply 115x7.775 in my head(bummmer) but you know those white or yellow price tags?(colors may vary) they have the damn price but thats not really the total price so why cant they just add the tax to the freaking price tag. So it tells me its gonna be 129$ without me having to count pennies out of the bottom of my purse. I bet theres a good reason on why they dont do that but it just makes to much sense ya?

we dont want tears either!

Fri, 14 Nov 2008 00:05:24 GMT

Heres a thought that actually pops into my mind more than id like it to. I work at a grocery store and as I walk through the shampoo isle I notice the loreal kids shampoo that claims to be "TEAR FREE" along with many other baby shampoos. Do shampoo companies think only kids get soap in their eyes? It happens to me quite often and it freaking burns! Im almost tempted to buy the kids shampoo it smells great if not better. I just dont see why they dont step up their game and make an adult tear free shampoo. Its really not a big deal though but if their were two of the same shampoos and one said tear free and the other didn't which one would you choose?

Is it a date?

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:39:31 GMT

These are just my thoughts on dates. Before I can determine if it is a date there has to be that obvious thing he does like the accidently brush against you 100 times and not think we know what hes doing. Or if a guys trying to hold hands at a movie theater, moves it closer and closer. It does get exciting a bit waiting but I think id rather him minus 10mins off his attempt and just grab my hand.

If he hasn't hinted hes into me before checkout hits; How would I decide if I were going to offer to pay for my own or to expect that he is going to pay? a good way to is to just sit back and dont stress it. Because the guys mind is thinking the same thing you are most of the time or maybe not at all. He will most likely hint to you that he wants you to pay. There are also guys that will just not say a damn thing even if they dont wanna they will, im guessing some do this to avoid hurting our feelings. But in my case it wouldn't. Dont wait around for them to say something about it. Take advantage of the few sensative men we have left and enjoy a free meal

you bring odrama obama!

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 20:08:23 GMT

okk.. so ive been hearing alot about Obama being the "anti christ." He most certainly could be and if i were to say he wasn't and he turned out to be i would feel naive. If you aren't familiar with the nostradamus predictions I would give them a look over its actually pretty interesting, bs or real it is guarenteed to give a shiver down your spine. Unless your of course a non religious I dont give a fuck about anything kind of person. If nostradamus was right this would be the third anti christ that has come to life. the first being napolean, the second hitler, and third... OBAMA OMG Ahh! His "change" and "yes we can" quotes are like almost robotic. Check this video out of the brain washed parot smokey http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuKqWEYzhEA well id rather the world end with me in it than to not be able to witness it.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 01:28:33 GMT

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